Monk Mode

 for why  yes I said it for why, does this ex girl got me so fed up in my mind. I feel as if three snakes got tangles up in a knot, that's the visual for how my head feels when I think of this girl. I've learned a lot, I'm learning the more I learn the better I will be and since I would love to learn ig I'm going to have to fail to succeed. I heard someone say you have to find the cure to suffering in suffering and it makes perfect sense. when you are in delusional pain from say a gun your cure for the suffering is to protect your loved ones so they don't feel like this too. I understand I'm being really short today and in the past but I hope to stay connected and keep you guys updated . \ still going through the same shits.