first blog 10/28/22

 hey my name is Jaivan White and I've always wanted to have a blog since i was a kid, My grammar and literacy and punctuation isn't the best but that's why we start from the bottom and come up. We will learn

Well maybe before we dive right into the crazy things and coool subjects about life and its times of beauty and its times of despair, You can learn about me a little and my plan for everything i would like to come from this. 

I'm 17 and i turn 18 in December of this year, Its the end of October and I'm sorta going crazy in a good way though :). For this blog i would like to build a fun community where you can write and express either your deepest conspiracy's or anything you feel you need to talk about with someone but wouldn't really want to in person. This is a safe space. nobody here is allowed to be hateful towards those just being themselves. 

My Mom is the best parent/person/caretaker/cook that I know and she is amazing and our story is pretty heartwarming. I love my mom. A lot of parents kids may not realize it but our parents give they whole life to us to make sure we have a good life. They take care of you when your sick they are there when your going through trauma. Parents are the shit. I don't like people who don't appreciate the life they were given and instead give their parents hard times. what i have learned is, when things go bad your family and your friends are the only people you have in the moments to help you through what your going through. Do not burn bridges you need in the future.

I love relationships. I believe Love is beautiful and is a very heart touching experience. Through love you learn the most about yourself and this wonderful person you've connected with and are able to express who you are to them, able to do the things that make you happy with them.

 Love is Tough. Love isn't for the weak minded individuals who have a hard time getting off the game to help your mom bring in groceries trust me its way harder than that, Love isn't for those who see no value in the opposite or same sex enough to truly see them as a person and understand the beauty of the connection you and this person form. love is way more than just sex, cuddles, and movie nights. trust me its that but add all your unhealed trauma, add all the trust issues, add all the things that you and that person feels makes you guys imperfect. 

Love is imperfect. with its features and hardships, Its ups and downs but those downs is when you form them really good ups. But no matter how hard it is love will always be beautiful. Its worth it for those deserving and willing. 

Now that you sorta know who i am and you may learn more about me every week i wanna learn about those like minded people who have nothing better to do but be peaceful and write about your feelings and opinions on a blog page.

p.s I smoke weed